My personal hell

Damn,
hari pertama masuk kuliah : I SKIP IT!
dan pelajaran yang bisa diambil adalah: jagan sok yakin bisa bangun pagi if which in fact u totally in trouble with ‘wake up in the morning’ things.
so the story begun when i slept 2 days in a arow in amrx’s crib to finish my project.Then sudah kebiasaan mata kalo udah diadepin sama  ‘tugas’,ugh ga bisa dah yang namanya stay open.pengenya merem aja… sungguh gembus!
impact nya ya tadi pagi itu.I counted tht kira2 mata saya bisa diajak kerja sama dengan sedikit paksaan sampei pukul 5 saja.But the next problem was "wht should i do sembari nungu kuliah ‘metoper perdana saya yang djadwalkan kudu saya tempuh pukul 09.30."apaka saya bisa menyempatkan diri utk tidur sejenak??(then my brain yelled NO!!)
So.. i played the my name is earl dvd tht i rented couple weeks ago (damn!!i just realized it,i must return it at least a week ago,bad ndel,totally bad!!).But cant wait longer for 2 episodes i,succedly fall aslept in front of my notebook.till… 12.00!DANG!! (but luckyly,amrx had a same problem as me.so she skip her class too cuz she cant woke up early like we used to plan.. ahahaha we’re really full time sleep addcts,SCORE!!)
fuih,..
i m still wondering,knapa pas liburan kmaren,dengan gagahnya mata saya bisa terus terbuka sampei pagi tanpa ada paksaan sedikitpun bahkan dengan sogokan koffi.
But now,ketika masa2 perkuliahan diambang kepintuan (hayah),baru jam satu saja sudah diambang kengantukan (tahi sumpah bahasanya)…
OMIGOD,…

the hell must be still wide open for ppl like us…
wakkakkakaak xp

well,

i’ll go….

I’m afraid to ask but I need to know
Would you want me to stay?
Or would you want me to go?

If u havnt known yet with the "wht the
hell is going on.." and  "the facts" and
stuffs…
dont ever blame, judge, and call anybody
with all the fvckn words tht u’ve made
from ur own judgment…’

u’ll be ashame when u’ve found out the
truth,and face tht u were totally wrong!!

grow up!

have u ever felt like the dumbest human being in this greatest universe?

yes,i have!

liat liat archives di blogger saya …
ada satu posting yang belum sempet saya publish.setelah baca… malah ‘ujug ujug jadi de javu… here they are,..

it was june,29 2007…

Tadi sehabis dari gramed
menghabiskan sore nyari inspirasi ‘how to earn some money without doing
something i dislike like ngerokin ibu saya,atau sekedar nyari uban di
kepala bapak saya yang tandus (hey,i got paid 100/biji.damn it)
i decided to menyudahi kegiatan tidak berguna itu dan segera mencari
tempat singgah buat sholat ashar.(yeah jam sudah menunjukkan pkl
setengah enam,and mendadak perut saya juga uda growling2 minta
setor).my brain started thinking tempat mana kiranya yang sanggup
menaungi smua kbutuhan mendesak tersbt.So ELTI lah tempat yang kurang
beruntung kali ini….
Then
setelah all my missions accomplished (i dont need to mention wht i did in the toilet do i?? xp) keadaan
saya yang emang lagi pen sendiri dan males buat get interacted with
creatures (yes,im the only human here xp),mendorong saya buat duduk2
aja di slah satu kursi di pojokan.then mulailah manusia2 elti
berdatangan.Setelah saya cermati dan saya teliti tyt mereka lagi mo
oral test. And all these creatures are still in hi school.I felt like
the oldest human in this lil place.
then
saya ngerasa nostalgila jaman2 saya les basa inggris dari jaman SD
sampei SMA.(tapi kok  saya tetep aja geblek ya inggrisny…maybe
only hell that still holds the anwer….)

Seketika
pikiran saya terbang ke masa2 SMP… one of my best time.I remembered
gimana dulu shabis pulang dari skolah saya yang Far far far far away
from home (smp 11.red) 2 kali ngebis buat sampei di elti, How i met
those nice creatures from all over the town x),when i found a really
great buddy like brian (already miss yah),my fight with mr.widodo which
in fact he’s tyrully adorable… .the horrible teacher mr.YOU DONT KNOW
(yudono xp),how i sneak around just to see my crush, my lil friendship
with adek kelas (shasha and them ),how i love Karimun,and nirvana,and
blink 182 for some reasons….xp(shwt!!) yeah those fvckin moments were amazing…
Seeing Elti sekarang,yeah it’s not really changed a lot from the past when i was in junior high..
kalo aja ElTi ada reunian,…… hahahaha it might be really fun… x)
i just missing a piece of my greatful moment in my whole life… and in fact it’s pretty fun…

hello alumni2 elti jaman saya??!! how u doin out there…???
miss u guys…

Folx,..
Kalo
kalian emang punya waktu yang bisa dibuang2 bahkan diobral sampe 75%
plus 20 persren a.k.a penganguran (or makhluk jenis "tugas bejibun tapi
sok nganggur" seperti saya),bosen nonton tipi yang gitu2 aja
acaranya,ato basa keren-nya "tethenguk",pen nonton serial yang lucu
bermutu tapi udah bosen serial korea,Maka saya punya pilihan produk
acara tipi menarik.yang bisa membuat anda tergelak serta membuat anda
menyadari "yeah,tyt my life ga bagus2 amat" in one time..
taarraaaa……..   (tara?? kok dibawa2 %p)
tontonlah "my name is EARL"
his life sucks,and setelah dapet kesialan yang bertubi-tubi,…
he realized that karma is truly exist.

    "You do good things,and good things happens to you"
      "You do bad things,they’ll come back to hunt you"

Then
he started to made a list of everything bad that he ever done.He felt
that life is going to kill him,unless he made up everything on his
list…

yeah,it’s so darn hillarious… you’d be better watch it.

fyi: Heroes mo diputer di trans TV!!damn.. tau gt ga plu  minjem dvd nya.. mana denda nya naujubila dah ampun!!

BLOGGER saya eRRor!!
i don’t really know apa yang telah saya perbuat kepadanya…
tapi blogger saya sedang merajuk spetinya..
ah sudahlah…

so folx,enjoy reading.. and don’t split at ur computer after it..

xp